Where everything goes nuts. Seriously.

Life isn't a chess game, but my interactions with my antagonists... let's call them that... is sort of like one. A three sided chess game where my only available move is to flip over the board and stomp away. I've done exactly that, which means that I am now financially fucked. So it's been a fun month.

Also, I've been diagnosed with bipolar disorder (seems accurate considering recent events) and possibly some form of schizoaffective disorder/schizophrenia. It's been kind of difficult to reconcile all of that with figuring out my life at this stage. Constant cycles of mania and depression are fairly exhausting.

On the plus side, I think I can turn it into inspiration. I'd rather be a mad genius than a madman. Thus, I will try to channel all of this into creation, into writing, into music, into anything I can. Creation is a marvelous thing.

So, soon to come: new writing, and hopefully music once I get my recording stuff running. Also shooting some pictures soon with some friends. All of this should be up within a month or two.

--Dexter/Sinistra